Again its been another dinosaur post..but at least im doin it for the sake of doin it..cuz i have a blog.....get it??hahahahha..i knw im crazy..

But anyways exam week was over and when i mean week it was actually a week plus two extra days..pff talk bout being happy goin back at 1230 and sleeping which i did most of the day(shhhh).nevertheless it can get u in the mood to study cuz once u reach home..u feel like ohk..im gonna study this and this and this...then u start to go into a daze and think bout wat u can really get and the future..then (snaps fingers)....u go back to reality!

so wat u do is take a nice bath..eat lunch..then sit on ur couch and just think..even if its for just a minute..on wat ur gonna study....think think think then u take out ur books and notes and past year papers and so on...and u get to a point where u say to urself...hey im actually gonna study and im doin it.!!! YAY(sarcasm involve)so u become motivated by that feeling..u continue to study for bout an hour mmm 2 hours?..then u realise...ur hungry u eat and relax for bout an hour.....yea right??lol

but afta da relaxation period..u become very lazy and dcide that uve done enuf for one night...and u'd figured that u are gonna do da same thing tomorrow..so u don stress on it..but when it comes to the next day..its a whole different ball game...cuz u had just spent 2-5 hours on ur ass thinking bout all da possible answers to ur questions and so on that u just wanna die..so u go home and u rest but more than b4..and ur whole freakin scheduele gets screwed up..and sooner or later the whole week is done for....if ur mind plays with u in that specific way..

in my case..some days yes some days no...then once its done...u totally rest for the whole weekend..sleep sleep sleep....but come the next dae u get back ur papers and the feeling of guilt visits again...and whether u decide to feel it or not depends on whether u want ur future to b comfortable...*starve now eat later or eat now starve later??* ur choice...so my point being is dat ive come to a point where my results arent where its suppose to b.....which then gets me scared and nervous bout my future...which is actually next year where u go to foundation or alevels..

also dat its being dcided in the next 5-6 months...which is a short time considering we are alreadi in july..and i still can remember my chinese new year...plus havin teachers put more pressure but either discouragement timeline pressuring or just pissing u off with a bloody marking scheme!!lol


the few paragraphs above was actually my past 2 weeks....sadly but true..if u guys reading my blog didnt pay attention or notice or mayb remembered.Don know if anyones week was da same but im sure dat most of us are feeling pressured...and lost??in my case..DUH!!


owh since im quite obssessed with celebs i dcided to let u guys see something very remarkable
btw im obssessed with rachel stevens not the guy whose with her..


but something remarkable..is to do with da guy..who is her ex boyfriend now...his name is jeremy edwards...some british actor.
well he used to look like this

kinda skinny...compared to when he was dating rachel but then after the death of his co-star he became an alcolhic and deppressed so his ass got dumped by rachel!!

so recently he's been caught with drugs and looks like this

again ur probably like.....noooooooo......noooooo..btw i din use photoshop of any kind like i could afford one..lol but its true..so i thought great wat did he do....???

shockingly just quite recently as in like last week....he looked like this

i was totally shocked that afta da bear he looked like...i thought he is kinda hot now!!! at least he gets something rather than be a washed up fat actor....

so since we're on the topic of rachel stevens and her boyfriend..she has dated jeremy for bout 2-3 years i think..they got engaged..but split..then she dated clingers like a guy name simon brodin,gavin dein..and now shes dating a guy name alex leigh/bourne..who is claimed to be her highschool sweetheart when they were eleven i think..which i find very coincidential..but very sweet but not believable..anyways im sure u hate me writing all this junk so i'll let u see how he looks like.

this is da first pic of them together..he looks like a..................(speechless)...and not speechless in a good way at all.

next this guy has no fashion sense...i seriously mean it....like for example

this was one of their first outings...looking kinda slim right?? but look at him now...below

is da shirt getting kinda tight?? omg i tell i think he has put on some weight and this is compared to last year from the pic above...but i guess other rachel fans thinks its muscles not fat..i begged to differ..*notice something its da same shirt...blue shirt??*

in this as well same blue shirt..hello my friend..and keep notice of the ever recurring jacket.,pinstrips


dejavu? same blue shirt and blue pinstrips jacket...puleaze i think its hurting my eyes already

and again....enuf said

another example is this shirt as well..

last year at a eatery called le petit four
but this year same shirt but smaller and tighter and he looks plummer..btw


next is this shirt where its purple and he has worn it on,not 1 not 2 but 3 occassions...again....wth?!

where they went out for dinner..at first u thought oh wat a nice shirt until he wears it 2 more times....hmph

some premiere??


and this days just b4 rach's bdae

owhk now notice da next pics..

its again the shirt where they both went to another screening of a movie..


this pic is when they went for last min xmas shopping..notice rachel wearing glasses!!! and of course alex's jacket...now put the 2 together i get this...


notice da same shirt and jacket?? LOL seriously...unbelivable.....this is wat u call LIMITED EDITION

but i have to give credit to alex..sometimes it can

all go wrong..looks at his face...hahahahha cute but kinda weird


where he can look as good as any of the pics above...or


just b perfect in every way...especially with him getting used to the limelight and all....such a killer smile...
from a john doe to average joe to hottie then to nottie then to hottie again....winner winner chicken dinner he is!!!!

melissa signed off at 6:22:00 PM