Well i know im suppose to have a hiatus.but ever since i got back..my dad and i have been worried bout my health and my sisters and stuf like dat..so wat he did was to bring melanie and i to an indian doctor/therapist or advidsor...wateva u wanna describe this guy...anyways his name is Jag for short. Like from the tv series called Jag


so i went yesterday..and i have to admit..i have regret that session as first it costed twenty dollars...secondly..the "Jag" guy made me cry...

and it wasnt like the pic above..it was ten times more..cause the guy named "Jag"..mentioned while holding my palm for a pulse or some reason that i was always a closed person..depressed,worried and nervous..although it is true..i don really tink bout it..unless its at night and when im in bed or something when i get bored..it was good to know stuff like this..however he said it in front of my dad..which then i bet caused mroe worry for him to know that i can get down and under the weather at times...now after that session he always asking me...."Are you alright??.....(i nod)...you sure??" so yea so much for causing a stir huh??

yesterday..after that session it was like i was crying a waterfall full of salty warm tears..went back and immediately took a much needed rest...honestly it was the most embarrassing moment in my life...excluding speeches and orals and stuf with talking in front of huge crowds or just two complete strangers...
after that nap...i got up and just had lunch..my dad looked at me the whole time...tried to swallow.....trying trying trying...failed!! later in the evening skipping all minor afternoon details..i went to a clinic in town..around 8:30. took a number and waited for the attending doctor..not long after i was called in when a nurse called out,"Melissa Thompson Tan Yung Xiang"...LOL embarrassment further..i don really fancy being called by my chinese name...as when they do sometimes they say it wrongly...which just makes me wanna pull out their tongue..

or slit their throat..either way..

next i walked in and first thing the nurse wants is my weight so i walked onto the weighing scale..and mind you i just had dinner..worth at least a KG..of dinner...dont look at me now...next they put something into my ears..S.O.P standing for Sarawak Oil Palm...but in this case..it means Standard Operation Procedure..or Standard-Ops for short..when SOP is just about how short these random words could get..anyways..the doctor came in and asked me a few questions..and when i mean a few..i mean like

yea..something like dat..along the lines of not accepting general answers but being totally personal..and worst of all..she zoned in..talking about an inbalance of something to do with hormones.and how that ladies are with limited men hormones..being loud and rough.and getting worked up all the time is not lady like...by her tone i suggested she was full of men hormones...she ASS-U-ME-d that i was a dimwit..(ahem..don start laughing now)..in a way like i couldnt answer stuf like dat..besides im a private person like how "Jag" or i call him "Jack"(the few of my frens out there don go thinkin bout it now!) has mentioned..closed and very off limits...(winik wink)..back to this page..i suggest she reminded me of this pic

where..yes she leaves no room at all for me to speak my bloody mind and teach her a burmese lesson...FYI she isnt so fit fit herself..being slightly shorter than mua and being er...sorta wider...im not that mean but somewhere there..

by the way..in my eyes..it felt like she was mocking me in some way..
mock·er·y (mk-r)
n. pl. mock·er·ies
1. Scornfully contemptuous ridicule; derision.
2. A specific act of ridicule or derision.
3. An object of scorn or ridicule: made a mockery of the rules.
4. A false, derisive, or impudent imitation: The trial was a mockery of justice.
5. Something ludicrously futile or unsuitable: The few packages of food seemed a mockery in the face of such enormous destitution
courtesy of http://www.thefreedictionary.com/mockery
this stethoscope round her neck could barely be seen...i tell u officially yesterday was the worst day of my life...



Not so Sweet...NOVEMBER


26th


2008..bout the happy part..we'll just see...ain't over till its over..

with that lesson in hand..i am now..allergic to:

SEAFOOD
which i have a liking for...luckily i went to kk a few times before knowing all of these allergies...it really is a shame now that i have to cut down on seafood..now i know how shirley feels.(speaking of seafood)...there was this guy a few nights ago..a fren of my father's..his name is uncle victor. he offered me some fried chicken wings..but i declined so ever politely..then he asked me why i cant eat seafood?? then i said..cause i kinda aleergic to it..then he said u can eat la..all u need to do is SEE-FOOD..omg!! i tell i tried to laugh..but then i hid behind my sis to just snicker in disappointment..when this victor dude was laughing all the way..to the bank!

NUTS (SPECIFICALLY)i like it when..its in chocolate..mmmmmmmmm!!!...no more now...nadda.

PEANUTS(this is my favourite.other than macadamia nuts in those secret recipe cakes..yum!..peanuts..no peanut butter..no toast..unblivable rite??

BANANA
when jag told me i cudnt eat bananas...i tot it was a joke..cuz banana is a fruit..and isnt fruit a gud thing to eat???..this question was running through my mind the whole time..so no more banana milkshake...(sniffs..sniffs)

DAIRY PRODUCTS(SPECIFICALLY) another something..which is kinda hard to avoid but if do..which i am trying now..well variety of food is limited.

MILK...??? no more cereals...and milkshakes and stuf ta do wif milk...but if cereal was still an option..try drinking oat milk...yea oat milk! LOL

EGG(egg is a main ingredient for many foood types..esp cakes..and now cakes are like a biohazard kinda thing..which is bad..cuz it adds to my allergies of my skin..so rite have to try to avoid that..and hope my skin gets better[crosses fingers!])

ICE CREAM-contains milk i suppose and its more of like a dairy product..so (sigh) no more ice-cream floats..ice-cream milkshakes..and all that stuf..

and avoid

CHICKEN..fried...esp the skin and bones which contains lots of hormones..totally bad..luckily i not much of a chicken fan as oppose to beeff..like steak which i something i adore..

WHEAT(SPECIFICALLY)

BREAD-so more fench loaf..crossaint...wholemeal bread..sandwich bread..stuf like that..LOL...sad for now..

PASTA-lasagna..spaghetti?? bye bye..bon voyage..

Try to eat lots of this:

CAMOMILE TEA

ALMONDS

GLUTEN-FREE WHEAT

YOGHURT

VEGETABLES

FRUITS

AND LOTS OF EVIAN WATER

PS:all of the foods that im suppose to be allergic to...jag mentioned that its best to not eat it..but my dad told me just not to eat in moderation..once i a blue moon is fine...

right now in brunei not able to catch the twilight premiere until december 18...which is so sad...since i took pictures of the posters and becoming fanatical and shit...and remembering the date being..november 27th...so with all due respect please be subtle in ur blogging..until i have watched it...just have to wait it out...

until then ..this is another fanatic signing off...one craze after the next!!!!!

here's a treat for all you TWILIGHTERS or FANPIRES...a very hilarious video..with nikki reed(rosalie cullen) and kellan lutz(emmett cullen)..and robert pattinson(edward cullen) plus kristen stewart(isabella swan). its about nicknames and such..watch it where nikki mentions the fanpires part and her movement..so fricking hilarious...and also watch how cute they two are..(GO TWILIGHT!)


melissa signed off at 2:00:00 PM