oh man..just typing this out is getting me nore nervous than i can be..

tomorrow..
11 AM
interview with the head of sixth form..
name: Mr. David Hobday
totally ang-mo...so im not expecting anything less than a "mdm armstrong" style or way of talking..

15 long minutes..hope it all goes well...as long as i knw tht i have been accepted into JIS..wud make my sleepless nights all the better..and probably cut down on the sweaty plams/red cheeks/ and heavy breathing...(takes a deep breathe).

right now..just gettin it out of my system..and of course letting u guys knw wat im goin thru...while im just passing time..as i wait until midnight..
not cuz i cant sleep..which im pretty sure i cant after midnight..but cuz my dad is finally coming back from Manila..4 days can be a killer when his dlicious western cooking isnt around..not tht my mum doesnt cook equally dlicious food...but she is more asian-ish towards dishes..hence eating RICE.

although thru-out this week...ive only eaten rice once...and it was kinda necessary as the foodcourt served almost everything tht tasted good 'with' rice...so no choice for lunch...but other than tht..ive made it thru one week without rice!!

i dunno whether it has helped me look like i have lost weight..cuz i checked today..and i gained a KG..which isnt looking gud in statistics terms..but my parents told me..not to worry cuz im still growing and tht i shudnt be too worried bout my weight..as long as i have lost the spare tyre round my waist and have gotten rid of the muffin top..i might as well feel great..and i do..manage to see my toes...without bending over..just needed to suck it in for half a sec..LOL..

since...i have calmed myself down..i might as well..post bout something tht i want but cant get in a million years...not tht i cant dream and post bout it right??

this luxury item..is of course a necessity nowadays but it depends on the type of model u wan..and it doesnt come cheap..thts for sure.
first up..

iPhone
i mean who doesnt wan one of these?? although i did hear it kinda sucked..so not too sure..bout it..but then again..it looks like a beauty and holding one never hurt anyone..

door number two..

LG Arena KM 900
i keep seeing the advert video for this on astro..and man it sure made me think it was an iphone..but turns out it was LG..and it can get so depresssin once u hear the 2 letters..i mean just saying it right now...L...G..already my shoulders begin to slump down..almost a hunchback at this point..
again..one of those toys..nice to have but reliability issues..and stuff like tht from previous LG models..might have just ruined LG's reputation..even the people who owned the phone..said it wasnt user friendly..so right now...just consider urself lucky to be seeing this phone for the first and last time on my blog..

next up..

Nokia N97
just came across it..a few minutes ago..while i was surfing the net on www.nokia.com obviously...
and while i was dreaming of a phone worth having and in my budget..this model was at the top of the page..and i just cudnt resist clicking on the hyperlink..read the specs and was quite impressed...however..two words..just made it a dream in the making for now.... coming soon tht adds more clouds to the already dreamy 'cloud 9'.
since tht isnt physically possible right now..

door number four..

Nokia Xpress Music 5800
now this phone is a phone which i have been gunning on for a few months now..actually more like half a year now..after seeing my cousin who is mind u..3-4 yrs younger than me..already owning one like no ones business and when i asked him

me:hey nice phone!
him:thanks..
me:....(pretends to look elsewhere in the spring..while im am like staring at it from the corner of my eye).
him:(out of nowhere)..u wanna see it?
me:(yes!!!)..really??
him:(hands me the phone)..nah..
me:(am being so delicate with it like it was a new born...and if im not wrong it looked pretty new..)..(didnt really go thru with the galleries or music players or anything like tht...was too sakai to go further)..(hands it back to him).
isit nice to use..??
him:okay la..
me:(nods head)..oh..

not bad right for a 13 year old to have a phone with this caliber..then again my unlce got some serious dosh on him so...cant blame my cousin for being really lucky!

next up..(yes im not finish yet)..besides ur suppose to be dreaming with me here..


Nokia Xpress Music 5330
another Xpress Music model..which doesnt look as appealing as compared to the sister model of 5800..and the specs do differ slightly..with the 5800 being a tad better..so between the 2 i wud go for 5800..but then again this is a dreaming opinion..no harm no foul though right??

and last but definitely not least..

Nokia N95 8GB
this..i knw is an old model..but i tink its one tht is worth ur money if u wud take ur time to look thru the specs..first of all 8GB is there for the taking and 5 megapixels to take advantage of..wats not to like..
alrite..it may be an old model..not as stylish as the ones above..but then again..ur phone aint meant for modelling..its a necessary item and is used for calling ur loved ones..texting ur frens..listening to music..watching videos..making conference calls...storing photos....
gud enuf reason right??

so right now..while i cant seem to go better..than

a Nokia 6110 Navigator
who has been there for me...with music always playing in my ears..
like the icons at the sides best represent me..
MUSIC IS MY BOYFRIEND
sorry fellas..im blown away by the hottest and hippest tunes to date..and not everyone can make me dance or at the least..get me moving in my room..like MUSIC does..
sad as it is already..im just not one for dancing..i just cant really do the dancing and jigging or watever its called nowadays..
im quite happy as long as i can move my head to the beat and pretend to drum while still looking hip and cool..and not idiotic and insane..

all the best of luck to those of taking ur trials..tests or presentations..as much as i need the luck for tomorrow's interview..
wish me luck!!

take care...

one day...(sigh)..
just like alice cullen..LOL..pardon me..im still dreaming...

Twilight made me realize....that stealing a car is bad, unless it's a PORSCHE..

melissa signed off at 10:03:00 PM